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?pregnant

01/01/2015 23:31
Emo Life
.I think I am pregnant
.I'm not that sure though
.I barely eat. and if I do, I throw it all up some moments after
.my period is late in like... 2 weeks, and yes, I am dealy scared

?what if I am pregnant? what if theres something who's grwoing up in my belly right now
.I didn't tell anyone, I don't know who I can tell to or how or if I should
...my brain tells me immediately to tell Alex (the boy) but I just don't know
...I don't wanna make him worried about me for nothing 
.but this thing is just too heavy to hold alone

,I know I can also tell this to Alex (the girl) and she will help me better because she's a girl
?but.. in a second thought, she never got pregnant in herself. how whould she know something
.I can tell also to my fathers girlfriend, Kim. She is an adult and she was pregnant once... so she might help me
.I just dont know guys... I really dont. I can tell these people everything... but Im scared of how they will react
.well I know its pretty clear that me and Alex are engaged, everyone knows this
.we will get marry and we will move to live together and then we will have kids
.Im just scared. the truth and the future are too big

.I dont know if I am truly ready for it. I dont know if Alex is ready to be a father and if Im ready to be a mother
.of course he tells me that he is ready
.why whouldnt he be? he is Alex... hes ready for everything no matter how new it is
he tells me everytime that subject pops up in our converstions that he'd a great dad. that he will take care of our kids like superman. I just smile and kiss him and agree with him. but he doesnt really know whats going through my head in those moments
.I just go insane
.I dont know if I am ready

.I guess I just need to check this. I will go discreetly tomorrow to the pharmacy and buy a pregnancy test kit
.I hope Im just worng with every thing. I hope it isnt true
.I hope that my period is just late because I dont eat very good, and this is because Im just sick
.yeah, that whould be good

.I am 19
.he is 21
.he is older. he is ready
,I know I should be the same
?but why am I just not

.thanks for reading guys. I'd be happy if you will comment
.give me some advices if you have because I really need them
!Happy New Year by the way
 (; Ashley



cosmicBFF
see from the heart
02/01/2015 08:16
ashely
yes, you have to tell someone, quickly as possible. i'm sure, you're scared, but everything will be ok
someone
02/01/2015 09:03
i think u should tell ur friend, ales the girl. about it. ashley
she will help you. in sure she will. she can go with you to buy that pregnancy test kit and she will comfort you.
good luck, im holding my fingers for you!
09/01/2015 23:53
I think that you will be a great mother, and Alex will be a great father. if you think that you are ready for it, so do it. dont be scared.
a lot of good luck love u.
Noname
22/04/2015 19:36
Hi Ash,
I know that your head is not sick and you are a smart person. In addition you are an adult and you can do whatever you want, of course you should think before you do something but it doesn't matter.
I know that you'll do the right desition and your life will be great. Now you think you won't succsses to be a good mother but later you'll change your perspective, I am sure about it. ;-)
You'll be a great mom and Alex will be a great dad, just think positive and I am sure that your relatives and Alex will support and help you. At first, share Kim in your thoughts, she is useful.
When you'll be more confident, you can tell Alex and others.
Don't panic and calm down, everything will be okay. :-)
Wish you a lot of luck!!! :D
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